I am grateful for

November early morning run view

These past few weeks have been really emotional for me. I have a feeling that the ground beneath is completely unstable and there is nothing that holds me down to the point that I feel so helpless that I spend the night crying until I doze off. 

I want to write everything down but I also think that time will pass and that writing down the specifics would be too childish of me especially when it is about those people who are not so kind. I know that things happen for a reason and I just need to always take the high road. The problem is, I am such a cry baby... crying makes me feel better afterward. It always does. So that's why I resort to that.

Anyway, despite having the instability of life in general, I am still grateful for those people who always remind me that we are all lucky to be alive and being able to live. Things may not be so perfect right now, but soon it will all be okay. It will all be okay. Hang in there.