Sometimes a clueless mind needs a break

Always clueless at Magpupungko, Siargao 2019

My weekend was spent mostly consuming movies and TV shows, just like the recent weekends this month. In between glorious naps and TV, was (1) me wondering what's important in my to-do list, (2) should I do it right after this episode, and then there was (3) me reassuring myself that I should not feel the guilt of not doing anything at all - that I deserve a whole day mostly spent in bed, in pajamas, under the blanket. It's fall, the days are supposed to be cozy. Who am I kidding - it's summer all year long in Dubai. 😂

In the midst of all that mind battles against my own self, I realize that most of the things in my "to-do" list are not really important apart from doing chores, the rest of them are just to entertain myself. I appreciate myself for keeping a list of "I will never run out of things to do YAY" just in case, and I guess I have been keeping it since a decade ago. I guess my younger self somehow realized that living alone is not as exciting as it could be that some ideas of entertainment would be very handy just in case everything goes blank - which happens most of the time really nowadays. What else is there to do especially during the pandemic?

I wonder how the world will celebrate Christmas or New Year or any big calendar event that other people celebrate in the coming months? I read an article some time ago that said this pandemic would end slowly and that the virus will be gone by 2022... great (not!!!)! Guess everyone will be introvert by then or at least get used to this?

Is it a good time to make a big change in my life? I wonder...