Simmer Down

Paris, 2019

Why does it feel like I am going to do the next big thing in my life after all this crisis? It felt as though I am so certain about it however I know nothing about it at all. Again, however, I am certain of its uncertainties that it makes me feel comfortably comfortable about it. Because that's what life is all about, right? Uncovering the uncertainties. That's what makes life meaningful, right?

I have been thinking about this for quite some time and it had been boiling in my head since this isolation started (it's been six months, and counting). I think about it all the time - during breakfast, in the shower, during breaks, before sleeping. It's there - all the time inside my head. 

I know I need to be smart about making such a big change. I will let it simmer down. For now.