Dear FutureMe,
Today has been a very difficult day. First of all, you cut your hair short two days ago not thinking about the effect of hot water plus humidity during summer months. Your hair is all over the place and super unmanageable. This is so depressing, really. But you're just trying to not think about it rather think about the positive side that you are embracing your natural hairstyle. But of course, how you wish you can just straighten it out everyday!
Apart from that, you have been thinking about going abroad to Europe and find an opportunity there. I just wish a company is willing to take you from here and to there (maybe France, Germany, Amsterdam? --oh how I wish!). I really want it. I am sure it going to be difficult and different an you do not know anyone there at all!
I can just hope for good things to happen in the future. I feel stuck at GHA. My boss is not giving me the freedom to let me do what I have to do. She is very controlling about everything. This is really making me sad. In fact, I cried a week ago because of it. I want a career growth. It has been two years but it has still been the same. I want something new and exciting and more responsibilities.
Haay, I can only hope for the best! I hope you are feeling better now. I hope you have achieved your goals so far. I know things will be okay and I hope you are okay. Right here. Right now.
Sent 1 year to the future from Jun 5th, 2017 to Jun 5th, 2018
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