Dear FutureMe,
It's almost a month since you left for Philippines! Times runs soooo fast. You had a very, very good time back there. Just how it should be except that you see things in a different perspective now. Guess it's better to be far away from home for a while to forget the family drama that only exists in your head. You missed everyone and I'm sure it was a challenge to spend time with everyone but looking back I think you have done your best to meet them. It was totally fun. Totally worth it. 3 weeks felt short definitely but it was packed with fun so it's just enough. Well, more than enough actually.
Going back here in Dubai, you start to miss everything and everyone. Life back there is definitely better than being here. But then again you need to be here to work and build a career. To develop not just your bank account but your life experience. I would like to think that it should be a balance between working and having fun - I feel better thinking this way.
You just messaged your sister that when they go home for good soon (who knows), you want to go home as well. Guess you cant live alone in a country. You want to have at least one of your siblings around. I think I will cry if I will choose to stay here, alone... I can't imagine it.
Anyway, thoughts of working anywhere else comes as well. How about Canada? Unites States? France? Maybe I should try and grab the opportunity if there comes any. We'll see.
All these homesickness thing going on around there makes you want to book a flight back home even just for a week! Why not? I hope you travel often. Find adventures. Have fun. You only live once.
Regards,
Past me!
Sent 1 year to the future from Aug 15th, 2016 to Aug 15th, 2017
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