Dear self, you've come to a point where you don't know if where you are now is better than the life you had back in the Philippines. I think the only difference (really is that you get to do everything money-wise. But then would you really do everything you can afford? Sometimes you see yourself going back home... Of course, it is where you belong... but... you also want to travel - to see the world in small steps, know culture from different countries. You are confused but you keep moving forward. Cos I think it is the right way. You are brave, dear self. You are brave to come to a country and be away from sister, who is in another city, two hours away. You are brave for letting yourself live in one roof with other people. You are brave for going to work five days a week. You are brave for being independent - even though you still don't know how to cook anything properly - you still keep trying. You are brave for surviving every day. This city has a lot to offer. However, this city does not slow you down when you want to. This city is on-the-go. Unless you choose to go home and sleep in your rented bunk bed. You'll find peace. I trust everything will be well with you because you know how to find peace in your heart. You will be fine. Keep moving but don't forget to breathe for a while. At 25, you have done an incredible thing for yourself. Even though you think you may not have done a lot. You have done a great job because you're still the same innocent, peace-loving, little girl. Move on... adapt the changes but never change the beating of your heart. You are amazing. :)
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