Oblivion

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I try to put my feelings into words,
but sometimes it never works.
Things get mixed up,
jumbled along the way.
Feels like I'm on about nothing in particular.
Constantly thinking
but still blur.
My voice
... gone.
I wish I could look into
someone's eyes and
everything I want to say
is right there.
I don't need to say it,
someone shall feel it from
the way I look.
I don't want to tell anyone anything.
I want to see it for themselves.

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