After That, I Faced My Own Depression

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WHY DO I ALWAYS GET
THE LEAST PART OF EVERYTHING?

WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE 
TO FACE FEAR AND SACRIFICE FOR SOMETHING?

WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE 
MY LIMITS?

WHY CAN'T I LIVE MY LIFE 
AS HAPPY AS IT SHOULD BE?

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