Heart Attack

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I'm missing someone in my past
Someone whom I've shared my life for a while
I know it's bad for me to remember it
But I can't help myself to reminisce.

I played the game
yet I didn't win
He was too serious about it
but still, I didn't care.

Now that he's gone
I feel very guilty
I should have told him that I used him
But it's too late

I'm the one who is suffering
while he's enjoying his life with another girl
I'm trying to be like him
- Honest, loyal and true
But how can I become one

When I'm always feeling blue?

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