where is this sun you speak of?

This isn't any cute post or anything I wish I could have said to someone I love. I am out of that pace so you'd read the otherwise. Because I've been to most terrible things and situation in life nowadays. I've written these in my notebook the other night. 1. The world does not revolve around you. So stop acting like you're the most important shit that had ever dumped! 2. I wish I had said that you don't need to shout in order to get one's attention. If we want to listen to you, we would. So stop acting so much like a desperate girl trying to catch someone's attention. 3. You're adorable but I don't like the fact that you're making me do something for someone who I don't want to reconnect to. 4. Your negative vibe always puts me in a bad mood. 5. You're such a snob. 6. Fuck those guys who abuse their girlfriends. If I am going to stumble upon you, I am going to let you suffer much more than your ex-girlfriend suffered from...

I've been busy these past few weeks. School is taking too much of my time and money. I am working on several school-related projects and it does make me feel stressed. There were nights when I got to sleep in the living room with my uniform on. I can't even find time and I'm too lazy to change clothes and check the internet. It is just now that I think I found time to write and I feel so bad because I can't find anything to blog about except this one. I have ideas on what to write but it is hard for me to start writing when my mind is still thinking about school projects and Circuits.  Things are making me sad these days. But I'm grateful for all these free food I always get from my family. Little surprises and my nephew are the only ones that are making me smile and relaxed. It is still two in the afternoon and I feel like going to bed again! Just so you know, I worked on my papers early this morning so I guess I need to take a nap.  When I wake up, I...

"Flying over the ocean always makes me feel so alone, so alone. I remember looking out the window and seeing nothing but blue and grey. Thinking I can't, thinking about leaving." -- Over The Ocean by Best Coast My first plane ride was in 2009. I was with my siblings and their partners. It was amazing to see parcels of land from above, and of course, the ocean. I was scared and amused at the same time. I was happy to leave Davao for days and excited to feel what it's like to be in other places, which was Cebu & Bohol. It was a sunny adventure especially in Bohol. What's the best thing about that trip in Bohol was the ride. I like that the main road is just right beside the seashore. Conversations, photo ops and places. Fun. Why would I talk about a trip that was 3 years ago? Because I don't remember sharing it to my blog (though I remember I shared some details in my Multiply account together with the photo albums).  I may have but not entirely. I...