where is this sun you speak of?

I suck at drawing but it didn’t stop me from trying to draw a castle! This morning I decided to exercise my imagination by drawing a castle. It’s funny how Disney castle has been on my mind during the process but my hand drew it differently hahaha. That isn’t Disney castle, obviously, but I’d like to believe it is — in it’s simplest form hahaha! Well at least I killed some boredom and somehow started my day right. Good job, self. May all your dreams come true :) P.S. I was listening to Rubblebucket’s Triangular Daisies on loop the whole time plus coffee on the side table. This day must be awesome! Good morning, internet! Off to school in a while :)

This is that time when I feel like I need to write something before going to bed. I usually write on paper because the things I get to write at this time of the day could be too personal... but I guess now, it isn't too much so I think it's okay to let the internet know about what's on my mind. :p At 20, I am neither happy nor sad with life. Actually, I don't know what I feel. All I know now is that I am given a lot of things to do and I must finish everything on time. Since when did my life felt happiness at the fullest? I can't even remember; not sure if it got to that point either. Things got a bit weird lately. I stay up late at night not minding some works that must be done but instead I keep thinking about different things -- things that are not even existing in my life right now. It is more like daydreaming (or late night-dreaming, perhaps). I have been meaning to ask my siblings or even any stranger older than I am if this situation I'm going ...

  All I Have To Do Is Dream by killthecat   Pardon my guitar and singing skills! I just want to siiiiiiiing hahahaha :) Today is my mama's birthday! I know she knew this song so I'm singing it for her as a birthday gift. She passed away 5 years ago. She could have been 61 now. I miss her and I miss my papa, too! I know they're both happy, wherever they are. And so, whenever I miss them "...all I have to do is dream." :') This is the second recording of the song. 1st one is set to private because I don't sound good, nevertheless I want to keep it. Hahahaha Still, I don't sound good.

Bethany surprised us again with a new song for their upcoming album! She's so nice to share it to everyone :) I'll love this girl until I die. Hahaha By the way, the song is the dopest shit ever -- all their songs are! The reason why I love this band so much is: all their songs speak for me! ALL! I feel like they are formed to sing to me the songs about my life! I love you guys so much! Please cover a song from Skeeter Davis and Connie Francis!!! :)

You get a strange feeling when you are about to leave a place, like you’ll not only miss the people you love but you’ll miss the kind of person you are now at this time and place because you’ll never be this way again. - Azar Nafisi Whenever I leave a place, even if I know I will be coming back soon, I always think of what am I going to be when I come back. Will I still be as innocent as I am now? Do I still have the same dreams? Have I already taken another step ahead? Have I already achieved my dreams? All these futuristic questions pops out of my head. Letter for my a-year-older self: A year ago, you were so emotional. You realized that the people around you changed. But you’re not giving up on these changes. You are slowly embracing what’s new even if it hurts a bit. Now, I’m going to ask you, have you already embraced those changes? Are you happier now? What about your adventures? Do you still give a damn on people giving you bad vibes most of the time? Tell ...

Eight years since Blink-182 released their last album, the pop-punkers are back with their first new song, "Up All Night," the lead single from their fall LP. Frontman Mark Hoppus has said the band are expanding beyond their radio friendly punk sound for the album, and "Up All Night" kicks off with some experimental (well, for Blink-182) guitar riffage and a quasi-ska drum beat. The lyrics are fairly dark, too: Hoppus and DeLonge confess about the "demons that keep [them] up all night." Blink 182 was one of the bands I listened to almost everyday back when pirated CDs and mixtapes were one of my collections from my friends back in high school. The bands I dig before were: Blink 182, Linkin Park, Simple Plan, Green Day, Incubus, Red Hot Chili Peppers and a lot more. I still listen to these bands but it's not like before. If only you knew how addicted I was to them, only my high school close friends would know! Hahaha!! Anyway, this band has been mi...