where is this sun you speak of?

"yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away now it looks as though they're here to stay. oh i believe in yesterday..." this plainly reminds me of my mama.  i remember singing this song with her  while she's on her bed.  even though she can't pronounce the words  clearly, she tried her best to sing it with me. i miss her. "Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be, There's a shadow hanging over me, Oh, yesterday came suddenly..." ma, thank you.  thank you for always being there  with me. thank you because you  helped me understand what  life really is.  i know you're always here  with us, you and papa.  with the both of you,  i'm whole again. "Why she Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say. I said, Something wrong, now I long for yesterday..." it was really hard for us,  your sons and daughters,  to let go of you. you are  our mama and you will always be  in our hearts and always be...

meron akong kaibigan magaling sa math, science.. sa lahat! ngunit siya ay bobo kung minsan lalo na't pag ako ang kaharap. hindi naman ako mas magaling sa kanya, sadyang nagiging tanga siya kapag ako ang kausap niya. malamang crush niya ako, diba? lagi siyang nakatingin sa akin tinutukso niya ako sa iba nakaka-asar... nakaka-asar... hindi ko siya type hindi talaga! ngayong gabi, gusto kong matulog ng mahimbing. gusto kong managinip ng maganda. sana makapiling ko siya. wala... hindi ko alam anong dapat gawin... napasulat lang ako dahil miss ko na 'to. saan na ang diary ko?