where is this sun you speak of?

It was my mom who introduced me to Him. She said that He could be my brother, my uncle, my friend and my guardian angel. She also said that He can grant my wishes, my hopes, my dreams and all. I was and am really happy that mama introduced me to Him. Really. I can still remember the time when my mama taught me how to pray. We were inside our room, sitting on our bed with our eyes closed, make a sign of the cross, our hands are clasped and I would repeat after every word that my mom has to say.(And I bet all of you know these words too!) After that, were ready to sleep. It became a habit for me. Until now, I still do this every after I go to bed. BUT... things have changed. Ever since, my mom and dad died, my faith for him is slowly fading away. I never wanted it to happen that way. I don't even know how did it start, what did I do and why I became like this.I stopped praying because I thought that it's just a waste of time and God never existed in the first place.I n...

I have this premonition that I will never be the same old Debie that I was before and that is based on the things that happened in and out of my life. I never thought of becoming like this. However, I'm beginning to understand what it's like to be a grown-up kid. I still need guidance and support. In other words, I need both of my two sisters to stand by my side but they are so far away. It's far beyond what is usual. I miss talking to them, though we always fight over simple things. Being with them is just like being with my parents again. I miss them a lot.