where is this sun you speak of?

Physics class: "There are more than one force acting on a body... may force dito, dito, dito, so on and so force! " " Always make sure that your point of reference is a dog ."

Ehem. Ehem. Kamusta naman ako? Ayun. Problemado. Bakit problemado? Dahil may exam ako bukas sa Integral Calculus at hanggang ngayon wala pa akong naintindihan sa application ng Indefinite Integration . Nakakatamad kasi mag-aral ng math. Lalong-lalo na kapag alam mong bagsak ka sa prelim, babagsak sa midterm at prefinals. In short, babalikan mo next sem. Nakakawalang gana pero go pa rin. (ganun talaga ang buhay, man! ) Minsan iniisip ko, ano kaya ang mangyayari sa akin kapag nabagsak ko ito this semester? Ano kaya ang gagawin ng mga taong nagpapa-aral sa akin kapag nabagsak ko ito? Baka hindi na nila ako pagpapa-aralin at magiging tambay na lang sa bahay habambuhay! Sarap nun! Ayun, alam kong nag-oover react na ako. Pasensya. Pasensya. OA lang talaga ako minsan. 😂 Nagugutom ako, hmm.. gusto kong kumain ng spaghetti kaso wala akong ingredients at hindi ako marunong magluto. Kanina lang nagtanong si Jonji sa akin kung paano magluto ng adobo dahil parang mali raw yung steps niya...

patrick gavas: why put shio's face on the IM chart? superdhebz: superdhebz: why should i? patrick gavas: why should you? superdhebz: exactly superdhebz: why should we? superdhebz: lol superdhebz: unsa daw superdhebz: patrick gavas: what if we did? superdhebz: i dont know superdhebz: lol patrick gavas: what if you knew the answer? patrick gavas: what then? superdhebz: what the eff superdhebz: samok superdhebz: patrick gavas: why are you frustrated? superdhebz: why are you soo kulit? patrick gavas: why are you questioning my curiousity? superdhebz: am i? patrick gavas: are you? superdhebz: shouldnt you ask yourself about it? patrick gavas: why should I? superdhebz: why should you? superdhebz: patrick gavas: are you trying to pass the question should be yours to answer? superdhebz: errr.. patrick gavas: why are you not answering the questions? patrick gavas: why are you stalling? patrick gavas: why? patrick gavas: what if you knew all the answers? supe...

I haven’t cried for a while because I can’t find a reasonable reason (!) for me to cry. I miss crying though. I miss the feeling of missing someone. Sometimes I think I’m naive. I know I miss him but there’s something that stops me from missing him. The past is over, yet I’m still yearning for something to happen between us. I blamed him without proof. I already know what will happen next that time. So, I accused him right away. I don’t want to be the one who’ll suffer, the one who’ll wait for something that doesn't really exist in the first place, the one who’ll look stupid, the one who’ll be laughed at because I’m being serious about it. I know karma will take its place soon. Soon enough! ;( I feel so weak every time I think about it and super annoyed.

It was just  an idea out  of boredom. And I will never commit the same  mistake again!

I want something extraordinary to happen between us. I know it's impossible. It'll never happen. But I'm still hoping for it to come true. I've been acting stupid ever since the day when I had the chance to talk to you. I never really thought that I will like you cos I never really cared in the first place.. You're really something and I'm nothing. You're close to perfection yet I'm still nothing compared to other girls. You smile like my favorite anime character does.You talk so sweet and humble and whenever I walk beside you I feel like I'm going to stumble. I don't know but that's what I feel whenever you're around. You sat beside me. We were talking and laughing and all but you stood up and walked towards her. You touched her hair and kissed her forehead. I started to imagine myself to be that girl. I know you love her and she's lucky indeed. Sad~ I promise to myself that I will never fall in love again.  Maybe I...