where is this sun you speak of?

I'm tired of all your lies Why can't you just say goodbye? I'm done with your alibis Please stop making me cry. With all the love you gave to me I know that was never meant for me. Cos there's someone maybe That's probably making you happy. You're making me feel so reckless, sad and empty.

Are you really in-love? Do you want me wholeheartedly? Do you love me w/o asking anything in return? Or you're just fooling me around? I dont know what to do Should I believe in the words you utter? Or should I let those words pass through my ears? And continue fooling around? I'm in-love w/ you Are we the same? You're my typical guy So gentle, sweet and thoughtful Am I your typical girl? My heart cries so loud Thinking of your possible  Answers to my never-ending  Questions... But ...  I love you. Still I'm a fool for you.

You're like an angel with broken wings. I'm sorry if I've hurt you but I think you're better off that way. To see you cry is like seeing the heavens; Each teardrop is worthy for you. Cos you've hurt and abandoned me even if I've given you everything. I miss you but I hate you. I hate you but I miss you. Confusion is encircling around me. I don't know what to do. I'm such an imbecile for you. I'm sorry to cause you so much pain. I'm terribly sorry for breaking your heart But you must be awfully sorry cos you've torn mine apart.